| i would say these days are the hardest time for me in these many years (9 years maybe?). really really hard. my head keeps spinning and i don't know what to do. health is getting worse, no appetite at all. if it wasnt my friend asking me to take care of my health, i wouldnt realise how bad i am getting.... anyway, i hope it wont affect my work. feeling a bit better after speaking out but still dunno what to do. i am afraid that one day i feel nothing which means i dont care anymore.... |
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| I had my first horrifying experience in 2008. I finally did the endoscopy for my stomach. I wasn't too scared but Jeff were. I am glad that he did go with me, otherwise, I would prob faint out on the street. I pretty much don't remember a thing after injecting the anesthetics. It was quite horrifying at the beginning, coz my blood pressure was super low that the doc could not start the process. Secondly, the medicine that they sprayed to my mouth and throat tastes so bad -- bitter and spicy. Then there was a freaking mouth guard stopping me from telling the nurse that my arm hurt when she injected the anesthetics!! my arm still hurts even now!  and so does my stomach...argh, what a good start of the year! will get the result back on wednesday, hope that everything is okay.... |
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| dinner with David on friday night...we have talked so much and i think there is something very true, which i need to drop down so badly... How to define a guy if he is 大男人 or not? We have talked through all the samples of our friends. We figured out that 大男人 do like cars alot......those who arent 大男人, they arent realy into cars......ummmm intersting another thought. Sai V, Wendy and I went back to MCS yesterday. There was a bunch of old ladies....and they were our 師姐s, in the class of 1967!!!! They told us that they were all from other countries and came back for visiting MCS~ I wonder if we would be all so united and went back to visit together? I do hope so! |
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| ummmm a tiring day as well =.= it's quite boring actually... |
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| we finally did it =) 
17 more days in Canada...i am gonna miss my family and friends... 
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